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"We'll go mad in a sorrowful spring" by Lauren Biggs, performed by Macy Vinther
Macy Grace Vinther, voice
Kyungmi Kim, piano
music by Lauren Biggs (me)
text by Irina Ratushinskaya
Performed in Munson Chapel (Azusa Pacific University) on April 26th, 2024.
Сойдём с ума печальною весной,
Когда снега вздыхают об апреле,
Когда уже грозит подрыв основ сугробам;
и камины догорели.
Когда стоит над нами Орион,
Но наплывают странные созвездья.
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We’ll go mad in a sorrowful spring,
When the snows long for April,
When loss already teethes the bottom of snowdrifts;
And stoves have burned low.
When Orion stands above us,
But strange constellations rise to the surface.
Program note:
Irina Ratushinskaya was a Russian poet, physicist, and dissident. She was arrested in 1982 for criticizing the Soviet Union’s human rights violations and was sentenced to hard labor in the gulag. During her imprisonment, Ratushinskaya wrote poetry onto bars of soap so that it could be memorized and quickly washed away if she was caught. International outrage and glasnost policy led to her release in 1986. She went on to write the bestselling “Grey is the Color of Hope,” an autobiographical account of her time in prison, in addition to memoirs, novels, and large collections of poetry.
I shudder to comprehend Ratushinskaya’s seven years of imprisonment. She didn’t know if she would ever be free. The picture I had in my mind when composing was a solitary prison cell with a small barred window. The high-register piano intro is meant to represent the falling snow outside, gradually building into a blizzard as the thoughts of uncertainty and hopelessness creep in.
This piece was commissioned by Macy Grace Vinther. I love you and will miss you so much!! Best roommate ever.
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Lauren Biggs | I Am The World (2024 Western ACDA Premiere)
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guys i think csufofficial is the world?? musicians, this was such a balm to my heart. thank you. Robert Istad, conductor Zachary Lindquist, Graduate Assistant Conductor David Bergstedt, Accompanist Performed at the Western ACDA Regional Conference at the First United Methodist Church in Pasadena on March 6th, 2024. Program Note: Lauren Biggs was selected as winner of the Western Region ACDA Eme...
Lauren Biggs | BM in Composition Recital (3.23.24)
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Music written by me, performed with friends. :) PROGRAM: docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vT2XIdKFsFXfMuqKDTimltt0IHPwpeHTpCXWcq1jVnzBZCrY9lPWEkPlJATM0OYXMhn4mL40SrgMhrw/pub ♬♩♪♩ BUY MY MUSIC: laurenbiggsmusic.com MY LINKS: solo.to/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus ♬♩♪♩
Cal State Fullerton University Singers | I Am The World by Lauren Biggs
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California State University, Fullerton University Singers - I Am The World by Lauren Biggs (2024 WACDA Preview Concert) Robert Istad, conductor Zachary Lindquist, Graduate Assistant Conductor David Bergstedt, Accompanist Performed at Clayes Performing Arts Center on March 3rd, 2024. Program Note: Lauren Biggs was selected as winner of the Western Region ACDA Emerging Composer Competition and co...
the iliad - my dear divinely born (sneak peek)
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The phrase “My Dear Divinely Born Patroclus” comes from Ian Johnston’s translation of The Iliad. It is first uttered when Achilles consoles Patroclus over the deaths of their friends in the Trojan war. The inspired text that I wrote is set by the choir in a quasi chant-like style at the beginning, which then transitions to a passionate funeral march. My dear divinely born, The jaws of dreadful ...
The Only Words Worth Saying (You Are My God) - APU Kaleo
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The biggest problems in society are rooted in the expectation that we should just be quiet and not bring our troubles to the table. But it's our mission-if we're to call ourselves Christian-to defend the vulnerable. Standing against the crowd is one of the hardest things someone can choose to do.This song is a call to courage; to do and say what’s right for the right reasons. Our generation is ...
Whenever You're Ready (Instrumental)
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Listen on Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/5yrtBbxvar0bkO2pBpVplf?si=N9GpvnaaQdS9cRv2dfQQbw ♬♩♪♩ BUY MY MUSIC: laurenbiggsmusic.com MY LINKS: solo.to/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus ♬♩♪♩
When I Was Falling (Instrumental)
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Listen on Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/3dioz7TCWoshfQ147GOEkG?si=538052b4e8d94bee ♬♩♪♩ MY PATREON: www.patreon.com/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus MY SOCIAL MEDIA: solo.to/laureliamadeus GOOGLE DRIVE W/SHEET MUSIC: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1WQb37cdMcfCpa0EwRtQ9Q9FMVt6HfGWa?usp=sharing ♬♩♪♩ When I was falling from the Heavens I caught a glimpse of you Then I cou...
When I Was Falling (inspired by Good Omens)
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Out August 21st! Spotify pre-save page: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/laureliamadeus/when-i-was-falling Bandcamp: laureliamadeus.bandcamp.com/track/when-i-was-falling Commission by Owlygem, please check out their wonderful art! owlygem written and produced by Lauren Biggs (me) featuring Caleb Rapanut on saxophone, bass, and vocals. LYRICS: When I was falling from the Heavens I caught ...
the most beautiful excerpt of choral music (When David Heard - Whitacre)
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i just HAD to. this piece truly encapsulates everything I'd like to emulate as a composer. also it's SO hard to sing; there is no such thing as an alto in eric whitacre's choral music and those interval jumps are so difficult to place when the voices move so independently. i BEG y'all to go listen to the whole thing, it's ethereal: ua-cam.com/video/dQBNDnrS8HY/v-deo.html&ab_channel=CameronStahl...
Sea Fever (SSAA & Handpan in D minor) - Lauren Biggs
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shanty-fying John Masefield's "Sea Fever," feat. Selah Hoerger, Bel Canto, and piano prodigy Daniel Linville on some hardcore tambourine. wanted to put my hand-pan to good use! this is just one of the early rehearsals-can't wait to refine. ♬♩♪♩ BUY MY MUSIC: laurenbiggsmusic.com MY LINKS: solo.to/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus ♬♩♪♩
Comedy Relief (Full Score SSAATTBB)
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a (slightly) morbid barbershop-octet. Spotify demo: open.spotify.com/track/1nhWGRmAjLqk4V9ht3ypa5?si=da0dcfdfa5c9444e ♬♩♪♩ BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus MY SOCIAL MEDIA: solo.to/laureliamadeus GOOGLE DRIVE W/SHEET MUSIC: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1WQb37cdMcfCpa0EwRtQ9Q9FMVt6HfGWa?usp=sharing ♬♩♪♩
The Will of a Sailor - Lauren Biggs (Full Score TTBB)
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something Irish-sounding for men's chorale. reminiscent of John Powell's HTTYD intro, with that magical warm brass sound. ♬♩♪♩ BUY MY MUSIC: laurenbiggsmusic.com MY LINKS: solo.to/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus ♬♩♪♩
From The Rubble Up - Laureli Amadeus (Lead Sheet)
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Music and words by Lauren Biggs (Laureli Amadeus) Performed on April 20, 2022 at Azusa Pacific University Featuring special guest, Voice Crack at 1:16. Listen on Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/0Nc3TYOsYFlGgv4aaLKRMO?si=2sJeBi77Ri2rPmVM_cg29w ♬♩♪♩ BUY MY MUSIC: laurenbiggsmusic.com MY LINKS: solo.to/laureliamadeus BUY ME A COFFEE: ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus ♬♩♪♩
Be wise and treasure love - Lauren Biggs (Full Score SATB & piano)
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Be wise and treasure love - Lauren Biggs (Full Score SATB & piano)
Creative Versatility (Portfolio)
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Creative Versatility (Portfolio)
DON'T LOOK DOWN.
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DON'T LOOK DOWN.
Be wise and treasure love - Lauren Biggs
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Be wise and treasure love - Lauren Biggs
it just is
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it just is
my dear divinely born (music box)
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my dear divinely born (music box)
my beautiful choir
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my beautiful choir
something profound.
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something profound.
melodrama
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melodrama
the devil's got me on his mind
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the devil's got me on his mind
APU chamber singers 2023 (aka the coolest thing i've ever seen)
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APU chamber singers 2023 (aka the coolest thing i've ever seen)
Whenever You're Ready
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Whenever You're Ready
something not obvious (full EP)
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something not obvious (full EP)
From the Rubble Up (Lyrics)
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From the Rubble Up (Lyrics)
From The Rubble Up
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From The Rubble Up
The Song of Achilles (Choral Demo)
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The Song of Achilles (Choral Demo)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @sourwitch2340
    @sourwitch2340 3 дні тому

    That introductory speech was incredibly heartfelt, and completely right. This showcase is extraordinary. Much luck and love.

  • @maskthefacelessone
    @maskthefacelessone 9 днів тому

    Good evening.

  • @Z0u1Th3Sl0w
    @Z0u1Th3Sl0w 23 дні тому

    Its amazing how the meaning of this song shifts, when you finally watched the movie. Or maybe thats just me.

  • @hazelnut5084
    @hazelnut5084 27 днів тому

    This was in my top 5 youtube music recap songs 🫠

  • @Kri_Kri7239
    @Kri_Kri7239 29 днів тому

    I always tear up so much!

  • @karenbiggs1146
    @karenbiggs1146 Місяць тому

    You go, girl!!!

  • @raissaribeiro4626
    @raissaribeiro4626 Місяць тому

    Eu não consigo acreditar como uma música boa dessas seja tão pouco conhecida, espero de coração que essa obra de arte chegue em mais pessoas

  • @rolanslide8509
    @rolanslide8509 Місяць тому

    Absolutely breathtaking!

  • @AFGuyTrumpet1965
    @AFGuyTrumpet1965 Місяць тому

    Excellent! I love the compositional influences from gaming, as well as the use of suspension. Quite impressive!

  • @slone5339
    @slone5339 Місяць тому

    2 years time flies 🥲

  • @slone5339
    @slone5339 Місяць тому

    2 years 🥲

  • @edog5065
    @edog5065 Місяць тому

    This is amazing, well done!!!

  • @RickHardcore
    @RickHardcore Місяць тому

    Good job my friend!

  • @dustinmiller9378
    @dustinmiller9378 Місяць тому

    Almost sounds like Marceline is singing it.

  • @user-hx7bq2kt3j
    @user-hx7bq2kt3j 2 місяці тому

    HE'S SO ME.

  • @Oitdbem918
    @Oitdbem918 2 місяці тому

    ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:25‬ ‭KJV‬‬ [25] Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Oitdbem918
    @Oitdbem918 2 місяці тому

    Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. ‭Romans‬ ‭8:26‬ ‭KJV‬❤️❤️❤️

  • @hazelnut5084
    @hazelnut5084 2 місяці тому

    I love this song so much I can't even describe it. You are so talented. I haven't found a single song of yours I don't like. Cradle of Ivory may be my favorite but I think this one is taking its place :))

  • @josephgerjevic7553
    @josephgerjevic7553 2 місяці тому

    Really good! 👍

  • @eliyafrantzmusic485
    @eliyafrantzmusic485 2 місяці тому

    THIS WAS AMAZING TO WITNESS IN PERSON

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus 2 місяці тому

      :))) sterling was heaven to MY ears

  • @kayreen6467
    @kayreen6467 2 місяці тому

    heaven to my ears. Amazing work as always.

  • @bee-xb8vk
    @bee-xb8vk 2 місяці тому

    Gorgeous!

  • @Ashlee1985
    @Ashlee1985 2 місяці тому

    Oh my goodness, Lauren! That is amazing!! Congrats on being the winner!!!

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus 2 місяці тому

      thanks ashlee!! i worked so long on it i’m glad it’s over 😂

    • @Ashlee1985
      @Ashlee1985 2 місяці тому

      @@LaureliAmadeus Lol! I bet! But it turned out so beautiful! Sent it to the family ❤️

  • @CaitEden53
    @CaitEden53 2 місяці тому

    This should have been in the movie, I love it!

  • @Ashlee1985
    @Ashlee1985 2 місяці тому

    So beautiful, Lauren. As always 💖

  • @nemodrake5254
    @nemodrake5254 2 місяці тому

    I got chills, it's almost haunting and absolutely amazing! Can't wait for the full piece!

  • @chichai6348
    @chichai6348 2 місяці тому

    👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻(standing ovation)

  • @Mollish
    @Mollish 2 місяці тому

    this is beautiful!! I adore the Iliad so much - very much looking forward to the full piece!!!

  • @geekapedia3862
    @geekapedia3862 3 місяці тому

    The last time I listened to one of your songs was Camillo’s interlude. And man two years later, you’re still as talented as you were then. God bless you!

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus 3 місяці тому

      thank you!! i can’t believe it was two years ago already!

    • @geekapedia3862
      @geekapedia3862 3 місяці тому

      @@LaureliAmadeus even after these years it’s legit still one of my favorite fan songs ever!

  • @feaww5085
    @feaww5085 3 місяці тому

    ack!!!! this song was how i discovered you so glad you reuploaded this those were good times…well at least for me u probably dont wanna remember the original hahahahhaha😂

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus 3 місяці тому

      LOL thank you!! i try to embrace the past 💀

  • @UrFavPinkHedgehog
    @UrFavPinkHedgehog 3 місяці тому

    OMG WE WON WITH THIS

  • @hazelnut5084
    @hazelnut5084 3 місяці тому

    I just wanted to tell you that I listen to your songs everyday. Black Moth and It won't always be like this got me through clinicals last year and I genuinely love your music so much. I think you are so talented and I can't wait until even more people see it. You're amazing <3

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus 3 місяці тому

      that means so much to me. thank you 🫶 and keep being awesome

  • @TheLightStars131
    @TheLightStars131 3 місяці тому

    I practiced singing it with this so I could make another UA-cam short for tonight.

  • @Kamiwwah
    @Kamiwwah 3 місяці тому

    This is one of my favorite songs

  • @user-ff7ni2vh4j
    @user-ff7ni2vh4j 4 місяці тому

    This scene and song is so good, it could have been in the movie! Mirabel shares a song with all the troubled family members and none is more troubled than Bruno. He deserves this.This scene would absolutely crush people's hearts and make em shed a tear, I can tell-after the upbeat, dancing, happy We dont talk about bruno song this reprise would shock and awe. But it would also dramaticaly change the tone of Bruno's scenes in the movie. He is goofy, and awkvard-adorkable even in most of his scenes. This gives his scenes a light-heartedness and makes him a joy to watch. This song hits very heavy an dark tones, the movie referenced this crushing underlying sadness by the dinner plate scene only for a few seconds. But those few seconds endeared Bruno to many fans! I love Bruno!

  • @leasiawells9301
    @leasiawells9301 4 місяці тому

    I love this song!! I def thought it had more views than this! Shocked as all hell.

  • @aimerc617
    @aimerc617 4 місяці тому

    this is amazing! I love the mouth percussion and the following “comedy relief” part! really beautiful

  • @witchcat121
    @witchcat121 4 місяці тому

    Putting context aside: OH MY GODS YOU VOICE IS BEAUTIFUL AND THIS SONG IS AMAZING!! Bringing back context: This, to me, seems like an amazing representation of what Bruno and Almas relationship was and to some extent is like. Its so sad but beautiful.

  • @dominikclarke6545
    @dominikclarke6545 4 місяці тому

    Great rendition - not to mention you were doing it all yourself! I really like When David Heard and also Lux Aurumque - though beyond that I personally feel he becomes really redundant sounding. He’s certainly a marmite figure in classical music for sure lol

  • @Ieatsockssss
    @Ieatsockssss 4 місяці тому

    Can you show the chords for this? I’d love to learn how to play this :D

  • @a8e429c6b
    @a8e429c6b 5 місяців тому

    this is a masterpiece

  • @magzhansadykzhan4819
    @magzhansadykzhan4819 5 місяців тому

    The gives the feeling of admitting and accepting one's punishment. Like yeah I deserve it. Still, this is cool and smooth a piece of work👍 Wish you luck mate!

  • @wynnt1
    @wynnt1 5 місяців тому

    This gives me Infinity Train vibes❤

  • @Ashlee1985
    @Ashlee1985 5 місяців тому

    Beautiful 💕

  • @user-wm3hq2bp5t
    @user-wm3hq2bp5t 5 місяців тому

    ❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍

  • @laurenrogers
    @laurenrogers 5 місяців тому

    The production on this had me GAGGED

  • @rolanslide8509
    @rolanslide8509 5 місяців тому

    Holy gods, performing a Witacre piece, alone??? That's insane!!! 🤯 Incredible!